A Bug's Life

Wow. It's Christmas eve already. I can't believe how fast the days go by. And still how little I enter blogs. I'm really trying. Lately a lot has happened. My two best friends got in a huge fight and didn't talk. In fact Gigi and I had planned to buy howie-d a gift together, but because of this fight she backed out. I tried to convince her to try and work it out and forgive him, but she refused. I was hurt and upset because I knew that I'd have to spend Christmas with the two of them seperately and that was NOT how I wanted to spend my Christmas. I don't know how it happened, but from what I hear they are talking again and I was told that we are spending Christmas all together again. I'm so happy and I thank God for whatever made them talk again. I really wanted to help get them back together, but Gigi told me he needed to learn by himself. And so I left it in hopes that something would happen. And to my surprise something did. And its the most wonderful feeling to have at Christmas.

I realize now that it is seldom I put my feelings here. So I figure I have 10 minutes, I will write something. Nothing really has happened, except that now Howie and I are ok again. That's a relief because it was very hard to be apart from someone so close. Things are ok now I guess. I went to a semi formal on Thursday the 4th, and it was alright. As usual I danced with no one. I suppose my small inperfections repel any guy to ask me to. But such is life. I just cant wait to get away to university where I can start over and meet someone special. *sigh*.. the day that happens. Anyway I have to babysit so I'll write more later